June 14th
Alex
Alex
Alex was the name of our driver today and
yesterday. I met him yesterday, but
didn’t truly get to know him until today.
I had a connection with him since the moment I got on the van this
morning. The Lord was already
moving. He knows very little English so
we only spoke a little bit on the way to House 1, but by then we had a few
jokes to make both of us laugh. He drove
us the rest of the day and we laughed and carried on a few very short
conversations. We had field day today
out at the pitch (field) at Rays of Hope and it was an absolute downpour. At first I was freezing and trying to hide
under a tree, but then we all decided just to go for it and we ran around in
the mud and played soccer in the rain; one of the best field days thus
far. He came with us to House 3 for
lunch after the downpour. We all ate
together and then decided to have a time of worship. I could feel the Lord tugging at my heart to
pray for him and to speak to him.
Christina was already talking with him when I got over there, but as
soon as I sat down I was overwhelmed with emotion to the point of tears. I had to walk away and collect myself. When I came back they were reading the bible
and Auntie Dorah was translating. The
music was still playing so by the end he had asked me for some music. I’m going to make him a CD with some of the
best worship music I have. I feel led to
continue praying for him and I know the Lord placed the desire for him to know
the Lord in my heart. I want it so badly
for him. I’ve never felt this way about
someone’s salvation until today. He told
me he loved me when he dropped us off this afternoon.
June 30th
Thankful
Thankful for where I am currently. Thankful for this opportunity. Thankful for Sozo’s mission. For God’s goodness. For His sweet truth. Thankful for these amazing kids. For joy, and hope, and salvation in
Christ. For freedom. Thankful for friends both old and new. For family.
For comfort and grace. Thankful
for laughter and smiles. For Daudi and
Samuel’s dance moves. For Wilson’s quiet
spirit. For Ronnie’s sweet heart. Thankful for Auntie Dorah’s devotion. For the never failing, unending love that can
only come from one being. Jesus. Thankful.
July 14th
21 Days Left
It’s hard to believe that today marks 3
weeks left in Uganda. It amazes me how
fast time here flew by. Last time I
wrote I was still living with Joel, Dorah, and the 4 boys at House 3. I’ve since moved back to House 1 and being
around other mzungu males has been more of a blessing than I ever thought. Mason, Colby and Allen have been so
encouraging to be around since I’ve moved here.
So many good conversations have sparked while here and I’ve been able to
see so much growth. Of course I love
being around Esau. There really is just
something special about that kid. I
started a study on the book of James with him and Ibrah. It is so encouraging and so humbling to see
and hear just how much these kids know about the bible. They challenge me to grow. Esau has so much wisdom. He asked me to read a children’s book on the
story of Moses and that he would ask me questions about it when I
finished. I got so many wrong. He knew every detail, down to the name of
Moses’ sister. When we finished I told
him that I thought he knew more about the bible than I did even though I’m
almost 10 years older. He looked at me
with the most serious face and said, “Do not talk like that. By you saying that it means you don’t want to
learn more. If someone is asleep than
you can go right past them and learn more. So don’t think of yourself as asleep because
you are awake.” Excuse me? WHAT?! So much wisdom in the body of a 13
year old. I’ve learned so much from him
and I pray the Lord uses me in some way to teach him. Mason and I have had many conversations since
the beginning of the summer about living together in Alabama once we get back
from Africa. But the more I pray about
it the more I believe the Lord is calling me to move back to Wilmington. I want Scotts Hill to get involved with
Sozo. So badly do I want that. And though I hear of many things that I will
be missing out on in Birmingham with everyone I have a sort of peace about the
whole situation. I am in His hands and
He is guiding me and leading this journey.
While I still struggle with uncertainty in some areas of my life, I am
confident in the power of the Lord and can trust in His faithfulness. I feel as if the Lord is giving me more
clarity.
“And one day when the sky rolls back on us,
and some rejoice and the others fuss, cause every knee must bow and tongue
confess, the Son of God is forever blessed.
This is the Kingdom and we’re the guests so put your voice up to the
test, sing ‘Lord come soon.’”
Josh
Garrels
Farther
Along
“Would he thank the servant because he did
what he was told to do? So you also,
when you have done everything you were told to do, should say, ‘We are unworthy
servants; we have only done our duty.’”
Luke
17:9-10
“For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what he already has? But if we hope for what we do not yet have,
we wait for it patiently.”
Romans
8:24-25